Stess stress stress !

Hello again today , My blog is about Stress. I have been dealing with alot of stress lately . There are some things that have me getting to me bad. I have had a couple of my family memebers who are helping with some things in my life. And i try to so hard to get them paid off for helping me where I am caught up But the income I get every month , I say to myself will I ever get caught up! But that still does not matter, It still bothers me that I am behind. And they are doing this for me at of the kindness of their hearts. But knowing I cant fully get caught Up It makes me feel like I can't do anything right. But I know they have always been by my side to support me . But another thing that has been stressing me out is the size of my apartment. It is very small I think for my two children and me, I have a neighbor who likes to knock on my door and always tell me to tell my kids to stop jumping around when really their not and to basically stop being kids. So me and my next door neighbor have had words with eachother I mean they are kids let them be kids. i have asked my landlord if he has and apartments available that has more privacy and bigger space , he said he did and that I can transfer if I like the apartment that he has . I told him that I would like to see it once it becomes available I said I would talk to someone and then let him know. But another thing that is so stressful is trying to find a part time job so I have more money coming in to take care of all my bills and get caught up on some of my bills also. But now a days it is so hard to do . I have a high school diploma no criminal background and still its so difficult to get a job. But every day I keep my head in a positive thinking and I atay focused and keep on moving and stay motivated in trying to make it in life for me and my two children. But soon I hope I can get some of these stressful things taking care of to where i don't have to worry about them any more. Until next time readers Have a blessed and safe day and always remember keep your life moving in a positive direction keep the negativity away from you .